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Harbor

by Tom Sauk

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1.
Wedding Song 01:49
To keep my mind at bay I think about my wedding day It hasn't happened yet There is a big bouquet We'd hire a big band to play and dance ourselves to death We'd have a holiday from any of our past mistakes and sleep in a warm bed I'll find a picture of me dancing with the one I love
2.
Hindsight 02:57
I got carried on the backs of twenty thousand hungry little ants They took me past the flag of all they took me to the edge of the ocean Now everyone's got something in there, everyone's got something in their sleeve But I don't know just kinda though, Oh I don't know just row, row, row The truth is I don't like to lie, oh no Let's see how many times I do before I go And I got carried on the backs of, twenty thousand hungry little men They carried me past Tripoli where it was warm we ran, ran, ran Now everyone's got something in there, everyone's got something in their eyes But we're all green and oh so mean, oh, we're all green on the inside The truth is I am far behind the times, they tell me But what's behind if we're ahead, it's happened once, it will happen again We're friends again
3.
Bearly 03:08
You and I were barely strangers You and I were listening to the sound I was heading to the battle You were singing that old war hymn How could you have let him bite you? You and I were barely strangers I was living just to spite you You and I were so cross for a while I was higher than the channel It and I were friendly holding hands Lapping up my wrist to buy me in the grass where my head lie me. I was turning bitter better underneath those starlight peddler pines I said it could get no stranger Give me what you've got I'll leave the rinds Maybe I should be more gracious Maybe I should meet more strangers I will die inside a letter I will not cry, I'll grow feathers
4.
You knew what to say Your words were always on a southbound train I had had my way I tell you, never had I been so strange It's been a long time coming Berries on my lips Up in the upstate tree top fingertips Slithering through the air Blowing up sweet scented smoke rings through my hair It's been a long time coming But I learned something from all my good friends, from all my bad friends, from all the ruffians From on the mountains I saw the ocean The sign said, open Hey, come on right in They taught me something Hey, come on right in and I learned something Hey, come on right in
5.
Sitting in a balcony over coast Watching as the girls look back and they boast Singsonging, no way, son, you're toast Somehow that's what I admire the most Leaning with the day into a lit night Watching as the blue confetti tips white Seeing as it hits the marble and fights to get to me and who knows, maybe it might Tripping down the stairs my friends try to find Our egos going nuts but really who minds Watching as the horse swallow up kings Somehow I know they'll be behind me All of the birds go murder their pray Exacting a shuttle back from such days A metaphor to sooth the sorest of bones like waking from a dream made jealous of home Purple and peach everywhere. Cause I've found this world that could swallow us whole Whether fun or sport or philosophical droll If it's all so big just compared to one man Oh I'd give anything just to kiss the kind sand and with Mahi flounder filling us to the brim as I tread ever-longing that I couldn't swim I see species imploded, holding dishes too hot Think I'll welcome this hulking mass and rot Cause I've found this world that could swallow us whole Whether fun or sport or philosophical droll If it's all so big just compared to one man Oh I'd give anything just to kiss the kind sand and with Mahi flounder filling us to the brim as I tread ever-longing that I could not swim I see species imploded, holding dishes too hot Think I'll welcome this hulking mass and rot Cause there's purple and peach everywhere
6.
Sprout 02:42
You were up wearing something black but your skin was tan I'm glad you finally got your color back, lovely Your spirits high but your voice was hoarse I'm glad to see the ugly imagery had finally gone and run its course by the spring Cause I know that life on trees will make things better But nothing we know will ever bring it back I feel the same in some canny way but it's nostalgia at best and it's fortunate at any rate It was on some summer night You went to Phoenix, Arizona hoping somebody would steal your life It's not that easy Down by the river where the wind'll blow you'll curl up heavily and watch the never ending current go and wash me up But sometimes I still catch myself a memory Sometimes they're blue but mostly you were right The winter cold still chills me I still love to see the spring Fortunately, I took the bait You were fortunate at any rate You were still fortunate at any rate
7.
The Big One 06:55
I am far above anything that you could use to hurt me like you used to I am bored I am lost in thought I've got something on my chest but I am far too gone to talk I'll always be your scorn I'll be right there in you're thoughts on the front porch watching lightning storms This has happened before My salty secrets keep me curled up on the bedroom floor I am done I cannot lose myself In the glory of the living You are the glory of the living I am through I cannot sing or talk I am lost in the red giants I just saw a shooting star You're the pie sitting on a window sill, the crow eyeing it down Like the mortician sitting in the kitchen reading dying catalogs You're the lost letter of a native tongue, the drug getting sold for love You're the gone pittance singing good riddance on an age old institution You're the case spinning of a spiral stair, the axis where it's spun Keeping us good old humans on the ground like we hurt someone You're the ghost living in the powerlines, the ancient accident You're the ghost living in the powerlines with the best of intentions I am done I cannot lose myself In the glory of the living We are the glory of the living
8.
I was in danger of becoming plain So I altered my ego was deeply ashamed to find separate remainders in varying looks and so I sold my glasses to buy the books It's always by the books We always buy the books It's always buy the books We always buy the books And I needed cash so I went to the store and I pulled out my gun I said give me some more and they said, "No candy bars will sooth this heart. So just give him the green all the tree's green tree's green" The grass is green The water's green Our eyes are green. I was in danger of becoming plain So I altered my ego was deeply ashamed to find separate remainders in varying looks So I sold my glasses to buy the books It's always buy the books
9.
Harbor 03:48
I was afraid I took too much I couldn't save a little lucky duck Out in the shade Stuck in a rut I wasn't brave enough and such and such and such and such and such and such things such things are gone They're gone forever I've had ample time to figure out that if I wasn't I, I'd be never So I'll attempt to harbor little doubt I was afraid
10.
Autumn 03:54
Everyone knows something I don't know Everyone knows which way to go Everyone knows when to say no or maybe Everyone's got a cigarette Some of us just haven't lit em yet Everyone planned so patiently I missed a step But I don't know the history and I don't want you hearing me talking about mystery going away Cause I'm cautious when I near escape I'm so awful when I hesitate Saying something bout it being late, lately And I carry in my company someone I don't want no one to see He's always whispering to me something to say But I got a letter It said, don't wait long The postman was shaking Like a warbler's song
11.
Winter is over Winter is over Out of your cover Hold onto lover

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released March 15, 2014

Written and recorded by Tom Sauk
Mixed and mastered by Lucas Oswald

Special thanks to Karl Kraemer, Lane Twellman, Barbara Morton, Rachel Roggow, Taylor Kight, Jack Mocherman, Paul Blesz, Delia and Hannah Rainey, Julie Davis-Grace Stansbery-Lauren Kellett (and the rest of the Aquadome gang), Katherine Miller, Sarah Downen, The Morton Family, George and Dana Dickerson, Sigh McConnell, Kent Buxton, and many many more.

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